My work is based on obsessions and compulsions such
as placing things or touching something in a certain way.
Through clay I wish to convey what an obsessive compulsive feels
throughout their day-to-day life, showing how an intensive thought
can lead to the obsessive compulsive to become distressed. It
is not a specific obsession that I am focusing on but the way that
the obsession makes a person feel. My pieces demonstrate
the feeling of agitation and irritation that become so overwhelming
they take over ones sense of self-control.
My pieces are made by pinching small pieces of clay together,
a very repetitive process, however, it is necessary to do this
to demonstrate the obsessive compulsive content of the work.
Sewing into clay is used because of its repetitive process, the
persistence of the stitch represents the obsessive compulsive action.
Porcelain is used because it is a very delicate and translucent
material. I see the obsessional figure as a very fragile
form and the material of my pieces reflects this. The terracotta
is used as a direct opposite to the pure porcelain, showing how
the obsessive compulsive can feel strong yet still not be in control.
Each piece is made from two layers of clay, these layers are brought
together by sewing and embossing words onto the surface, binding
the layers together. The layers of the clay represent the
many layers of people and how an obsessive compulsive can hide
their feelings. Words relating to how my own obsessions make
me feel are etched, pressed or sewn into each piece, becoming part
of it.
“The obsessional personality is generally considered as
characterised by orderliness, meticulousness, parsimony, neatness,
and perfectionism. Some consider obsessive-compulsive disorder
to be necessarily related to obsessional personality. However,
clinical evidence shows that many obsessive-compulsive patients
do not have a premorbid obsessional personality. Equally,
a large majority of individuals with an obsessional personality
do not develop the disorder at all” (Adult psychological
problems, Champion and Power). |